EndlessDarkness

Java OMG!!!! XD

2007-02-23T09:20:00.000+08:00

OMG ang hirap ng JAVA WTF!!!! My brain hurts!!!! Hahaha.... Hirap ng assignment namin grabe nahihirapan ako maintindihan sa dami ng codes x_x.. Wer ish symmy when i need hin hahaha... Bka ma deds me pag ginulo ko sya hehe... D na matino mind ko kaka isip twa nlang ng tawa kahit walang dahilan hehehehhehe.... Pish!!!!! Pray nto na mag survive ako sa sem n2 hehehe... *grabs eula's and joan cakes* hahahah.........

Late update

2006-11-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hayz natapos na 1st sem pero ang sama ng finals namin mf >_> .. * projects sabay sabay ibinigay at kailan matapos agad /pif.. Di ko nakakalimutan ang 1 1/2 days na walang tulog to finish 3 projects wah! anu ba yun! Ngayun start na ng 2nd sem its easy lang muna samga subject kc mag prelims parang, pero parang may feeling ako tambak sa finals >_>

2006-09-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hay school life is so hard latley i havent have time to play ro na T_T. The only way i can play is kung my time or wala projects to make heheh.. Buti nlang andun co- owner ng account namin to play ^^ .. Kelan kaya maging free time ko? Wah!!! kc nman bat pako nadala sa magandang lectures d ko tuloy napigilan tummas grades ko test T_T .. Eto ngayun nagyari dami works WAH!!! *dies*

Tired

2006-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hay!! This past few weeks in school is a real killed *yawn* . I only have 4 hours of sleep lately cuz of so much to do! Wah!! my eye bags x_x .. Then midterm will come soon another test again o_O .. Hay college lyf talaga!

2006-07-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

Last night was our accuantance party. My schoolmates seem to be excited over it tho? But theres only one catch we have to wear a semi formal outfit that means polo x_x .. It was a great party with lots of music and dancing but it seem im not enjoying my self for some reason at the party and just go out to theblechers at sit der for the night to end..

2006-05-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

I just want to be free..... I want to be who i want to be

and love whom i choose... this is my hearts desire

2006-04-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

Like a bird flying

from the still whispering tree

towards an

infinite tomorrow

I want to fly

my wings will unfold until that day

today, as i fell asleep

I'll hold the memory

of the blue moon

you'll never be alone

becouse I'll watch over you

so sleep peacefully now

2006-04-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

Is being too kind makes me an idiot? Sigh!! I gues i am its my fault anyway if im like that ^^;; . Im too trusting even if i know they were only using me as a tool or if they need something or help and after that snab na hehehe.. Oh well that life of an idiot like me ^^. When will i woke up from this curse of mine? Maybe i wont after all and live my whole life like this ^^;;

Who am i?

2006-03-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

Who is the real me? A simple minded guy? Or a friendly and easy to fool guy? I just dont know anymore sigh! Im a guy who was lots of personality and now lost track on who's the real me. But its ok its my lost anyway ^^ .. The question still remains who am i? What em i? I gues the only person can answer that someday is me and no ones else..

Another entry from my note book ^^

2006-02-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

This entry was made in my note book during my 1st yr of high school haha tagal na >_> ..

What is a girlfreind or boyfriend? I ask my self that many times over and over...
Is it a girl or boy who is your friend? Or is it more than that? Who knows?
All School girls and boys saying girlfriend and boyfriend, but what do they mean exactly?
Ive seen lots people doing it holding hands always together, but whats the difference between your best friends? It seems realy normal to me? Just like some friendship in school days it will wither away soon. Ive seen so many students going thru that kind of relationship but in the end they all end up just being good friends. Is the hiden meaning to the words girlfriend and boyfriend is to seek companionship? We never know its one of life misteries.

End of entry.....

Something i found from my old notebook :D

2006-02-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

A lot of people know the surface side of me,
the side they see while im working
or just going through the day...
But ders another side of me ~ an inside ~
that people never see.
It's a part thats full of a thousand thoughts,
a part that embraces ove and cherishes freindship,
a part that understands without needs of words,
a part that has yearnings and desires and prayers.

The inside of me has so many moods
that the outside never shows.
For once in my life, though...
I trust someone implicintly
and i care about someone in a totalyunderstanding way.
I feel its ok to let thast someone in...
to let them see me emotionally
and physicaly
as natural and as naked as i can be.
I have geven my self to you
and told u things that ive never told another soul.

You are the one person who seen me
trembling and as fearful as an injured bird,
you are the one person i always want
to take with me when i feel
exhilarated and my soaring.

I trust u with my secrets,
and you know that
you can trust me with yours.
This sharing... This special sharing...
is one of the nicest dimensions
my life has ever know.

Paper Works

2006-02-12T10:06:00.000+08:00

HAY! Papers papers piles of paper D: ... Oh! well must finish them even if i dont sleep for days ^^.. Just finish my 2 hour nap for the day now im back to work x_x .. Hope ill be finishsoon in this way para onti nlang matira ^^ .. Fingers are all red sa kaka type using band aids lots and lots of it para d masakit a pag type :p hahahahaha.... 3 more folders pa of paper works to finish Oh joy! >_>

Good bye Pro

2006-02-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

Sad to say Pro are now for bots the real players of midgard is becoming faced out na /pif .. The Lu service sux big time the rules they are talking about is just empty words wala nman proof na emplemented talaga sila >_> hay!!!

Silent Game

2006-01-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

Almost 2 weeks no playing ro >_> patch to big to download ._. so im playing Prose ryt now ^^ .. Its kinda fun realy no bot to annoy you unlike RO >_> .. Im playing alone wala me kasama ^^ but its ok im use to it na.. Now i must make ipon before im lvl 50 to have money to buy car parts /e2.. Oh! and get strong rares from hunting hehe :p .. Hope some rare weapon for soldier will be drop by random chance ^^

Kitchen Trouble prt 2

2006-01-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday january 14 my mom bought 5 pcs T bone steak for grilling.. I ask her whats the occation? She sed nothing she had a bonus and seldom lang kami mag BBQ ^^ ... Yey!! So of to the kitchen i go to marinate teh meats so i was a little bc chopping herbs and spices, then i notice 1 pc is missing and i went to the frigzz to look for it but its not there /hmm .. Then i saw drops of soy souce in the kitchen floor. I followed it and gues where the meat is /swt .. My dog stole the pcs OMG so i chase him around our backyard x_x . After a few munites of chase i finaly cought him, but for my surprise der is no meat it made me think again wer could it be hmmmm.. Since ders nothing i could do about the pcs of meat i just watch over the remaining 4 nlang para d manakaw XP .. After 2 hrs marinating BBQ time :D yey!! outside BBQ so readies the coals and meat /e2 .. Then i saw my dog infront of meeating the raw meat that he stolen x_x .. The way he look at me is if he was telling me "NAISAHAN KITA!!" wah!!! oh well bath time for him mya MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! >:3

Kitchen Trouble

2006-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

Sigh!!! Another morning for this day, must get ready for cooking :D.. I was boiling (buto-buto) cuz thats what they want for lunch. Then this black smoke comes out OMG the water has already dried up /swt.. So turn of the stove and w8 w8 15 min to think x_x .. Then this idea struck me XP.. Chop!! some onions and garlic put seasoning sa meat ala adobo style hahahah. Then my mom came at exact 12 noon and ask whats for lunch? I sed adobo? she sed ok! And she tasted it she sed it taste a little like nilagang buto-buto but its good.. Hahaha another kitcher trouble solve wala pa nasayang na food :D .. can i die now?

Sicknessness

2006-01-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh!! What luck i got sick today >_> .. Well it cant be help couse of the weather here today ^^ . I just hope later this afternoon my fever will go poof!! Hehehe :p . Some of you myt be wondering why i post at this time? Becouse i was shivering in coldnessness that i woke up and cant sleep, im now covered with 3 blankets hahaha!!! :p .. Now im dead sa mga freinds ko /wah .. Post ended for today hahaha :p

Testing ^^

2006-01-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

Sana gunana n2 ^^......